Still here blogging in 2019 like it ain’t no thing. I’m gonna write while I’m drunk and accept the mistakes I’ve made while sober. I make the choice to drink while sober I might as well accept the choices I make after drinking. I am dating a wonderful person. A great guy. Someone who I love. I told this person I tapped a superior on the shoulder to get his attention to thank him for the free afterwork drink at the afterwork thing. I felt uncomfortable as I did it but the idea of leaving without saying thanks made me more uncomfortable, which is crazy. What have I become? I land a job in my dream industry and suddenly I have no standards. I do whatever it takes to get what I want which is a living in this stupid crazy industry that I love and hate but mostly love. That’s all I have for now. I just want to keep a pulse going.